Civil Men...

Chaos. I man I work with says I am like a "God" in the sense that I create clarity out of all the chaos that surrounds me. Right now my relationships are in the twisters grasp and quite a mess is forming. The love of my life, my soulmate, the keeper of my heart is hurt, I am losing friends and gaining those who have not even begun to know the depths of my mind.

JUDAS
Is simplicity best
Or simply the easiest
The narrowest path
Is always the holiest
So walk on barefoot for me
Suffer some misery
If you want my love
If you want my love

Man will survive
The harshest conditions
And stay alive
Through difficult decisions
So make up you mind for me
Walk the line for me
If you want my love
If you want my love

Idle talk
And hollow promises
Cheating Judases
Doubting Thomases
Don´t just stand there and
shout it
Do something about it

You can fulfil
Your wildest ambitions
And I´m sure you will
Lose your inhibitions
So open yourself for me
Risk your health for me
If you want my love
If you want my love
If you want my love
If you want my love
~Depeche Mode
I love this song. If you want sincere love in return you have to earn it. If you want to keep someone you love, you have to prove your loyalty.
I think that I am just some object. Men call me cutie like I'm expected to like it, and it is like they demand I talk to them. "I complemented you, now talk to me. Allow me to wander up you skirt, and down your blouse. You are no human dear. Just a place I can slip my dick into." Allow me to continually lose faith in society. I need to find a really fancy ring and claim that I am happily married.
The tornado cannot last forever...